Self Harm
Violet's mother is our carer. But we have given up trying to get better. The carers daughter whenever she gets into earshot of us starts bullying us. Violet has been telling her mother for 15 years how that girl keeps bullying us but she just ignores it and believes her. We have a very important gut appointment tomorrow to see what is wrong with our gut. Instead we are going to stay up all night and self harm. Fuck trying to get better.