Extreme introversion ahead.
I have like 8 social outing spoons tops. So I go to outings (picnic, beach) with everything I need carry-able by myself in one trip easily so I can fuck off quickly when I need to.
So of course people who bring their entire fucking set of worldly possessions want me to carry half their shit to the other end of the earth for them.
I need a script for some serious sedatives so I don’t cry in public.