hot take, personal (-)
Hello, I’d like to stop being the paladin in the group and live a little. I’d like to skip to the part in the hero redemption arc where I’m accepted as the flawed and weird person that I am, instead of everyone thinking I’m wrong or somehow faking it.
Which is another way of saying, I’d like to be more approachable and actually talk about what I like again, but reversing the damage from the past years to where I’m comfortable is kind of hard on me right now.
Weh. ;..;
hot take, personal (-)
I am also kind of incredibly thankful for everyone that tolerated me while I went through the bad parts over a year ago.
The penance arc the mind puts you through after leaving a group, where you don’t understand what’s going on and don’t want to cause more harm, really sucks and I do not recommend it to anyone.
hot take, personal (-)
I guess that’s more of a vent than a hot take. Eh.
I think I’m going to go back to doodling cutes while puzzling over Opus Magnum to take my mind off of difficult things.