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personal, mortality
One of the several ways that I’m kinda weird is I’m aware of my own mortality opposite from usual.
A lot of my family’s lasted into their 90s but my grandparents really scared me. Assuming my dire fears don’t come to pass the end isn’t going to be next year or in five years, I’m looking at 4-6 *decades*. That’s a long time to be haunted by all of the bullshit from childhood. I’m not great with this stuff but still hope to resolve this as much as possible, as soon as possible.
