Thot;
By definition “everything in my life has led up to this moment,” and “I could die at any moment” though this is less dramatic than it sounds and a lot of those moments are in the shower, on the pot, fapping, stuffing food in my face, in traffic, stuck at day jobs etc. If this is so then the ideal is to be a relatively okay person so my last actions at least won’t be completely awful.
@Leucrotta yep, that's how I think of it. :)