mh ~
Doing a crapton of dishes did help with my mood.
I need to back away from the belief that I chose the wrong major in college, wasted my big chance, and will be punished for this the rest of my life. It plugs in too tidily to all of my other self-hate myths, stuff I believe as a consolation prize for surviving without thriving.
I hate being someone who has to emotionally hack their childhood on a semi-regular basis. At least this is less frequent than it used to be.
mh ~
@rcarterhall thanks!