mh -
damnit, I made the mistake of looking at someone's photos of camping with friends on a beach, and thinking of someone who I haven't seen for about a month or so online. And whoomf, just this tangle of wanting things to be okay, wanting to be around friends doing happy outdoors things, have community and places to be affectionate other than just online, and maybe to be not badly stressed so damn much. Like I know things being different would still be difficult, but you know?
mh -
And apparently my body and subconscious needed a very short crying jag?