lewd ish on main, abandoning a fantasy
For a while I’d fantasized about slutting out at a party or con in fursuit head and gloves. (I have a mixed relationship with fursuit sex vids; the animal play and anonymous aspects are way hot, the pretty people with suits at cons having amazing sex aspects get me feeling old, poor, boring. I now avoid ‘em cause I can feel that bad after watching.)
I now feel it’s not a practicable fantasy. Not only do I need to work on the “has fursuit” and
lewd ish on main, abandoning a fantasy
“goes to cons that aren’t just a drive away,” first- and those would be huge!- but if I ever got a suit ensuring it was in good condition would be vital, I’d be using it to clown around and present female primarily, and I know I’d worry about Getting It Wrong if I somehow got the fantasy.
I think this one gets filed in the not happening category, like transforming into a dolphin or screwing mid 90s vintage Tim Roth.
#tmituesday
