Further Confusion is coming up and even if I am able to do it practically;
* I get pandemic-related anxiety, haven’t been to a con since 2019, haven’t been to FC since 2018, haven’t flown since 2010, and the Bay Area is full of memories. So I worry about being a wreck during and after the con.
* I would love a fursuit. In theory I can now afford one which gets into all sorts of anxiety about spending money (I grew up poor and have crummy fluctuating boundaries about spending).