@DrSagan how to explain this; when I’m in a good mood the way there are lots of better artists is a good thing. Yeah they’re great but I’m learning and like stuff I make often enough and it’s okay. It’s like being really small and insignificant in a forest or at the beach. When I’m in a bad space all the “you’re innately flawed, see here’s proof that you did all this and you’re still not great” really slams me. Which is less genuine, more learned. If that all makes sense.
@Leucrotta > If that all makes sense.
i do, i experience the same. this is why i made this post
i hope it helps knowing that folks are rooting for you, and youre not alone (i dont mean not alone with this suffering, but this experience overall)