ph -
Another night of falling so asleep that I'd snooze through the battle of Kursk in the next room and then 1-4 hours later I'm very awake and possibly with acid reflux
It's profoundly ironic that I spent all this time and energy trying to unlearn all the suicidal ideation, and my *stomach lining* still wants to kill me.
Apparently dinner had just enough mild acid (lemon juice etc) to be somewhat less upsetting than a giant margarita and a peppery burrito, so about as much as a late night bowl of oatmeal.