There isn’t a straightforward pros and cons comparison between;
* lower middle class from dumping my life into stuff I’m not really interested in making other people rich
* poor and dumping my life into stuff I find vitality interesting working for myself
Worse, I’m easily spooked about money *and* internalized negativity(either “I’m not good enough to do this” or I am good enough but I will lose out anyway”) doesn’t help making informed decisions.