stoned thoughts, "racism"
just wow, everything I was ever taught about ethnicity (I really don't want to say race, because that concept's a complete fabrication) went right through my PTSD filters and came out as a "how might I be affected by someone thinking this person's better than me?"
I mean this is way better than believing in some sort of bullshit superiority crap, but it's still shitty to carry around.