It’s just a shitty job. AFAIK anyone vaguely connected to shipping- the crews, agents - gets slammed and the longshoreman have a union to keep from being literally worked to death, so the assumption that I have infinite time to dump at this job is pretty basic.
And when I think of what I want for my birthday it’s all about time not stuff or food(time outside, drawing, with friends).
So I need to start looking far away from the shipping industry.