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Trying to remember; in the last 30 days or so I went from a NYE party where I felt accepted and wanted, to my job functions largely going away, getting downsized, looking for work and interviews, went to one convention, got FOMO for two others, had two difficult parent things, one maintenance fucking around in my apartment, some gender and personal stuff with the world getting shittier, during still short cold days. It makes sense basically getting a job that intimidates me, kinda wrecks me.
