Living at a time when rampant greed and open religious fanatics, Nazis and bigots seem to be winning with no chance of losing, with planet-wide destruction looming, while a lot of my time goes to stuff I don't really like, is a really bad fit for having grown up with rampant greed and conservatives winning, planet-wide destruction looming, and a lot of my time going to stuff I utterly hated.
I'm really hoping that at some point external conditions will make it *easier* to grapple with my CPTSD.