Idk maybe I should just give up posting drawings to Bluesky where nobody appears interested, and keep that as a shitpost account only. This shouldn’t feel like some huge recrimination of how I’m a failure and a shit artist, but it DOES.
@Leucrotta 
Bluesky seems like a WEIRD place and that doesn't reflect on you at all.
@topaz Thanks! Just... hit some stuff.
@Leucrotta yeah... mood. 💛
yeah.
@Leucrotta it's kinda hard to get people interested there
@wolfteeth Thanks for the reassurance. Just... seeing those 0 likes next to all the art (admittedly by professional types and mostly in color) with lots and lots of likes stacked with being completely disposable in the larger society and it was a bad combo.
@Leucrotta i get the feeling. i hope you keep posting art there tho. your stuff is good!
Mh blather
Realistically this is probably about a lack of color work plus how deeply I’ve been trained to think 1) I’m a shitty inept failure or 2) maybe I’m not actually a shitty inept failure but if other people are the special wanted people and I never am, then it’s academic (or is it?). Fuck, bad case of childhood.