realized that the CPTSD tunnel vision was part of why post con depression used to be so brutal. Having the con be over, having to go back to being a disposable nobody etc, hurts a *lot* more if I don't know there'll be another con, and for that matter that I can draw until I feel happier later in the day.
@Leucrotta
*gentle support hugs* Knowing that escape and support is there is super important. >.<