I am angry and hate very deeply, and much as I wish I could jettison this, things are additive. That’s usually a good thing; I can be compassionate, gentle, joyful, sentimental. But it still means I’m angry and hate filled sometimes, and those aren’t comfortable feelings even without the association some officially good person will punish me (justifiably if disproportionately) for it.
@Leucrotta *can't think of anything to say, but*