Gender stuff
The ongoing “is Jon trans?” saga.
Today I was thinking about how my desire to be a girl is confused by how I really hate being the official bad guy for being male. Then I thought; even with how desperate I am, “I wish I were a girl [even if just to dodge blame]” is not something cis men think.
This doesn’t clarify whether I’m “I want HRT and FFS” trans or whether if I can sometimes wear skirts, use she/her pronouns and not have the goddamn body hair, I’ll be okay.