I made a mistake today at work, and it is correctable and easy to miss (hopefully now I know how to avoid it going forward) but, old thought patterns persist, it’s stacking with feeling really negative about my identity, and I feel like the worst garbage.
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Just after all this time it’s such a short hop from “I messed up,” to all the other negatives, to “this world and especially me would be much better if I only had the courage to do the right thing and punch out.”