lewd on main?
Ever get those feels where you REALLY want to diddle your squiddle/wax the space guitar/[preferred masturbation metaphor], to lurid fantasies, BUT you feel like anything you'd come up with entirely on your own would be somehow disingenuous and therefore not really get you grabbing on with both hands?
And THEN you're ADDish enough that there's a dozen compelling things YOU REALLY WANT TO do, of which "grep|finger to dolphin transformation fantasies" or whatevs is only one anyway?