Woo; On internal work
I tear down, I rebuild, I tear down, I rebuild again.
I've avoided talking about some of the internal work I've been doing just because it's seen so much flux, and also because I know tulpamantic / character-based internal work tends to be irritating to read from the outside.
"Who is this person and why should I care," etc, and a sense of "I hope this person talking about other selves is approaching this from a healthy angle, and not a devil-made-me-do-it one."
Woo; On internal work
That said, after the scare I had recently, it became a marker of a new period of deconstruction and re-examination.
Part of this involved purging everything and going back to first principles. Reassert the handrails.
After a few hours, one aspect of my internal work did come back. I haven't talked about my character 'Selena' yet, but suffice to say, she came swimming back. I'm very glad.
We'll rebuild, with a better eye on underlying values.
All is well 💙
