@Phorm Having once been an occasional creator of things?
I loved fans. They kept me going. Too few ever made themselves known to me. (Can't blame 'em, creators are crazypeople. ;)
It is an intensely lonely gig, making stuff and flinging it into the void.
I think you are underrating the things you do, and are possibly engaged in a little selective tunnel vision. (Looking out through the neck of a bottle will do that to a person. We need to get you out more often. ;)