I'm not yet comfortable enough to post or doodle many lewds... not out of shame, but out of not wanting to gain an audience, which is one of the several reasons that I stopped drawing for a while.

Being recognized for something is very difficult when you're not very good at navigating social stuff, and it makes me want to hide more.

Being artistically recognized in furry-circles for smut is even harder, because our characters phase in and out with our depictions of our selves, and a lot of folks distort those lines further... they want you to be your characters... no, not everyone does this, but I had enough in my following that did in some very possessive ways... even in jest, and it was sometimes awkward.

I don't want that back, again.