Mental health (-)
I'm having huge amounts of dysmorphia lately. I've been trying to take better care of my body because I'm having to do tons of physical work and I've been sick as hell.
But I was never the skinny person I see in the mirror. I've had to dismantle huge parts of my psyche that were built while I was learning to be social, because they're all still set up to keep a fat, awkward kid Alive, not help a graceful, attractive adult feel comfortable.