Me: rational scientist, engineer, machine thinker. A + B = C if (C=A-B) etc.
Also me: Spends two hours lying awake last night in the middle of an anxiety attack talking to three distinct spiritual entities, one of whom was calling bullshit on the whole thing until Kerithe grabbed him and incarnated him so hard his face was pressed up against the glass.
I guess the good news is, we found who's been responsible for the last little bit of intrusive thinking I've been getting.