Multiple systems stuff/introduction
Kerithe: Hi, Yeah, we're one of those weird split personality people. It's not made up, and we're not Dangerous people, even though sometimes we have bad people in our heads.
Every one of us experiences the condition Differently. I'm in what seems like a Unique position because I've been active and Awake for around sixteen years, but wouldn't really... Admit to my own reality till this year.
And that had to happen because I started being able to Do things in the real world that never worked before. There were other things. But now instead of switching at Random and having Wild dysphoria...
Tohri can straight up Take a Nap while I drive the meatsuit for most purposes. He has Bipolar and powerful depressions. To someone like That, just being able to go the fuck to Sleep whenever they want to is like a Drug. Now he can do that and still get a whole day at work in.
And he's getting better. He's had trouble adjusting to a Specialist role, and he's still wildly conflicted about how His gender fits in with the rest of society, but he can feel his Own feelings again and we're working on healthy desires for himself.
As for me? Pfff. I was Sealed Evil in a Can for a Decade or so. PM me if you wanna know what kinda 'Therapy' you have to put a Spirit like me through to fix Us.
sharin my personal system stuffs
@Motodrachen figuring out that fatima and are like, individuals really helped me, helped and my girlfriend @ouchiness realize her system too.
i have some stuffs on my page on like, i cant cross my eyes? and ive consistently pictured fatima on our left and me on our right like alway, and we can take naps individually too. fatima soaked up our childhood traumas and joys and i soaked up my past relationship, i could go on forever agh ive realized so much in (2)
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@Motodrachen @ouchiness the past month, but i thought u might like or appreciate hearing our lil rant. ❤️ fatima and i are both girls but we were amab so yeah! ainsel and i both came into our relationship like open to new people, and we both like, realized oops its a quad-in-progress and i think i saw ur wife say they were poly? but yeahh ahh i relaaate sorta ty for, followin us and letting us rant ❤️
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@rusalka @Motodrachen I’m so enamored with both of you honestly fuck
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@Motodrachen @rusalka we’re not all *dating* but we all love each other a lot, even Anastacia, and we’re a really important family
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@Motodrachen @rusalka first time I met Fatima I tried to comfort her with snuggles and it turned out badly
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@Motodrachen @rusalka ah yea ! can’t be kissin Fatima because she too innocent for that I just want to hold her hand and brush her hair instead
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@Motodrachen yo!
Okay being able to just, go to sleep whenever, sounds /really/ nice. We've done that a few times but don't really know how yet but my headmate @IceWolf could /really/ use it at times.
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@Motodrachen @IceWolf He's the one who's been fronting all our life, had no clue any of the rest of us existed until a few months ago. Me, I was... glommed onto him, somehow. I was here, and /definitely/ doing stuff in our head, but yeah... hadn't admitted to my own existence.
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@Motodrachen @IceWolf he's also got a bunch of trauma stuff, too. Sometimes I can cover for him, take over for a bit. We're not entirely sure why he seems to have all the triggers and depression and things.
Me I just get existential panic attacks. :3 No clue why.
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@Motodrachen @ouchiness i really relate to like, all of what yall said? sorry if u arent interested but. im rusalka and i share with fatima. i have borderlinepd and have depression, so like, theres lots of negative, uhm, stigma. and then fatima has some psychosis type stuffs and anxiety, so its a like. real mix of stuff when we're both fighting for the meat sack.
we used to think of like our division? as flat, like just as symbols for emotions, but (1)