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Multiple systems stuff/introduction 

Kerithe: Hi, Yeah, we're one of those weird split personality people. It's not made up, and we're not Dangerous people, even though sometimes we have bad people in our heads.

Every one of us experiences the condition Differently. I'm in what seems like a Unique position because I've been active and Awake for around sixteen years, but wouldn't really... Admit to my own reality till this year.

And that had to happen because I started being able to Do things in the real world that never worked before. There were other things. But now instead of switching at Random and having Wild dysphoria...

Tohri can straight up Take a Nap while I drive the meatsuit for most purposes. He has Bipolar and powerful depressions. To someone like That, just being able to go the fuck to Sleep whenever they want to is like a Drug. Now he can do that and still get a whole day at work in.

And he's getting better. He's had trouble adjusting to a Specialist role, and he's still wildly conflicted about how His gender fits in with the rest of society, but he can feel his Own feelings again and we're working on healthy desires for himself.

As for me? Pfff. I was Sealed Evil in a Can for a Decade or so. PM me if you wanna know what kinda 'Therapy' you have to put a Spirit like me through to fix Us.

re: Multiple systems stuff/introduction; rambling about our own system too 

@Motodrachen yo!

Okay being able to just, go to sleep whenever, sounds /really/ nice. We've done that a few times but don't really know how yet but my headmate @IceWolf could /really/ use it at times.

re: Multiple systems stuff/introduction; rambling about our own system too 

@Motodrachen @IceWolf He's the one who's been fronting all our life, had no clue any of the rest of us existed until a few months ago. Me, I was... glommed onto him, somehow. I was here, and /definitely/ doing stuff in our head, but yeah... hadn't admitted to my own existence.

re: Multiple systems stuff/introduction; rambling about our own system too 

@Motodrachen @IceWolf he's also got a bunch of trauma stuff, too. Sometimes I can cover for him, take over for a bit. We're not entirely sure why he seems to have all the triggers and depression and things.

Me I just get existential panic attacks. :3 No clue why.

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