if you're autistic, Check out Rush's "Emotion Detector".
https://open.spotify.com/track/4BG64Z9i4XACK6IRWmgIKO?si=tQLTb6mIRcivAfa_y-sehg
And if you feel like that resonates, check out the rest of the catalog. When you're the Weird Rock group, you can get away with putting Real stuff in your songs.