theres a person i am & a person im trying to be & theyre diverging & the trying-to-be feels more like a distant, unattainable thing every day

& the person i am is getting worse & worse

the person im trying to be (or at least want to be) is competent & does things with their life

the person i am is slipping ever closer to an extremely messy self-destruction & the fuckin scary thing is a big part of me wants it badly & im just trying to keep it from growing bigger than the part that wants to succeed

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@skolli I'm dealing with the same divergence, different cause.

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