@clipclopboom@snouts.online I get the feeling that although you've bee railroaded into this circumstance, you're going to find that opening up about your needs and abilities to a professional will more than likely yield a desired result that brings no real satisfaction. At least not for this month.
Vindication, sure. But nobody likes to go into a situation convinced that everyone else is the Asshole, only to find out They're the problem.
And I think she's gonna find out that she's mistreating you.