Nothing quite like spending an entire weekend as your feminine Alter only to plop back into Personality Classic and fall into a deep depression.

And I can't even feel good about helping all the people she spent time with, because it wasn't really Me doing all that. And on top of that, now I'm the one who needs therapy and help, and Kerithe's Asleep.

And, like... Folks still need their therapy dragon, and when they swing by, I'm the big stinky steel and diesel dragon instead, and I... I can't help them.

And I know that I'm not useless and worthless, but I kinda feel that way right now. Probably just because I don't have any problems to solve, that I Can solve. That I've got the skillset to fix, that I'm Able to make a difference on.

I'm trying to nail it all back down, but it's shrapneling into Gender and Personality anxieties as I go, so while Keri has a really good idea of who she is, I'm left with like... I dunno, whatever's left over?

I'm feeling like Faith No More's 'Midlife Crisis' lately. Kerithe's popular, fun, and helpful for people. I'm left as a dysfunctional, anxiety ridden grumpy mess who's good at fixing stuff and yelling at people.