fucked up how if i actually take the full 20mg of adderall like im supposed to im able to focus on things :skounking:

salt @ self, ADD 

"why am i so bad at doing commissions/freelancing" uhhhhhhhhh bc you have this thing called ADD which at least in part fucks w/the amount of dopamine your brain produces/how your brain responds to it, so you need to take a thing that will fucking increase the fucking thing

re: salt @ self, ADD 

also depression doesnt help lol

good thing my depression also responds well to an increase in dopamine??

idk its almost like if i could take wellbutrin again w/o it fuckin me up entirely like it used to years ago, most of my debilitating work-related issues would be pretty heavily alleviated....

do i -want- to risk increased anxiety & sleep paralysis & exploding head syndrome again tho

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re: salt @ self, ADD 

@skolli Those sound more like the drugs were keeping one of your alters awake but unaware of it.
How on top of your DID were you then?

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