huh. age.
1 week till 29.
huh.
When I was younger I was looking forward to aging, then for a while between 20-25 or so I hated it.
At this point it just feels like another tick along the clock? Another moment where the hour and minute hand line up before de-syncing again.
Maybe I'm just too tired and riding in a low key depression right now that I just don't really feel much of anything that's not external influences.
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@Draekos The good news is that your 30s are just your 20s savegame+ these days.
Like, really. What people used to think of as their Teens now stretch out to 30. Some people get there and they're still not paying their bills or buying groceries and spending all their cash on DLC and freemium games shit.
We're all dealing with the fact this isn't the future we were promised in different ways. at this point, age is just... I dunno, a number? We're basically in the same boat as people a decade younger than we are.
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@Motodrachen I mean I have some living situation desires, but that's... complicated and space related.
I wish I could afford enough space to have a solid wall between my desk and my bed for my own sanity sake.
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@Motodrachen I don't even really need much... like, a nice stand up shower and an office space with a door I can close off from the rest of my life when I need to D:
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@Motodrachen it's a weird depressing thought to think about.