Plural stuff
So, trying a little reconstruction.
I think the first really active one was Maxine.
At least the one after the period of denying myself completely for 20 years.
A very strong feminine episode came with her and the realization I'm trans and figuring out transitioning and such.
Also she was very much a lot more sexually active back then and the person who made me realize too.
Though, I still don't really have that much of a feeling of them. Though it might be old Maxine???
Plural stuff
Back then I was also very binary and very trans binary.
Though, I didn't know much about non-binary, so that's why. Trying to interpret feelings and lots of gender euphoria.
Anyway, back then even I wasn't really unhappy about my bottom equipment, but was more "I don't really wanna use it anyway, so make it into something better maybe"
That's already close to a decade ago when it started and around 6 years when it ended.
So a pretty long time ago.
