@Motodrachen Yeah, it's definitely a thing and big mood. All of those

@Motodrachen For me it's more like.

OK, I am female. But I am also male.

OK, /I/ am female, but here is my male counterpart, who also likes to have a pussy and occupies the same body, but he's clearly male and he has fantasies about being force brainwashed to get rid of the female side.

Who also likes those fantasies a lot, but she's more of the type who just wants to serve, like him, but also not.

And it's all this super confusing mess now.

@Motodrachen Because Sabby isn't very talkative lately.

He's more in a rest state I presume and waking him isn't happening.

He kinda came up, long after I planned to transition. Like I had a male fursona once, turned them female to try things out.

Liked it a lot, stuck to it.

Then years later Sabby comes up (over various other characters before)

Before it was easier, but I do feel better though

But if you ask me personally, vaginoplasty sounds good.
Don't tell him though

@Motodrachen Also I need to lose weight too.

We both want to and hope that after all this is done and we can rest, we can pick up something.

We would both feel better with a thinner body.

Also still saying. Being full on feminine clothed and demanding to be called a "he" is hot!

Also similar, Sabby lacks the toxic part. I got more of the toxic nature, but I know how to handle it and don't be toxic to other people (most of the time).