Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen pretty much same here, except for ball size.
But even after I came through penile masturbation, I often am ready within a few minutes.
If you take anal stimulation, then it only makes me hornier, even when cumming. (Though there is no erection or ejaculation then)
Also anal gives lots of mini-orgasms, which is fun, but ultimately only serves to make me more horny.
re: Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen yeah, but it's also like.
You're still male, so it gets conflicting.
The best orgasms I had, where when I got myself riled up via anal stimulation, then continued and added penile stimulation.
Full body climax and such. Really good, but a lot of it is also brain, which makes them near impossible today.
Also I have wide hips, thighs and such. Like my body is a mix of both, so I assumed low T or higher than normal E for some time.
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@maxine Yeah, I love the aneros hands free toys, but they're still hitting nerves on the Wrong side of the prostate in a weird way.
And big mood, I'm... Well, it was startling how good I looked in Girl clothes, for one thing. Like it's somehow Not crossdressing when I do it?
Like how HRT doesn't feel like it'd be Transition, just kinda filling in modules that never got the right fuel.
Or why I was always super alienated feeling from 'Men' as a social group.
re: Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen For me it's more like.
OK, I am female. But I am also male.
OK, /I/ am female, but here is my male counterpart, who also likes to have a pussy and occupies the same body, but he's clearly male and he has fantasies about being force brainwashed to get rid of the female side.
Who also likes those fantasies a lot, but she's more of the type who just wants to serve, like him, but also not.
And it's all this super confusing mess now.
re: Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen Because Sabby isn't very talkative lately.
He's more in a rest state I presume and waking him isn't happening.
He kinda came up, long after I planned to transition. Like I had a male fursona once, turned them female to try things out.
Liked it a lot, stuck to it.
Then years later Sabby comes up (over various other characters before)
Before it was easier, but I do feel better though
But if you ask me personally, vaginoplasty sounds good.
Don't tell him though
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@Motodrachen Also I need to lose weight too.
We both want to and hope that after all this is done and we can rest, we can pick up something.
We would both feel better with a thinner body.
Also still saying. Being full on feminine clothed and demanding to be called a "he" is hot!
Also similar, Sabby lacks the toxic part. I got more of the toxic nature, but I know how to handle it and don't be toxic to other people (most of the time).
re: Genitalia musing
@Motodrachen Yeah, it's definitely a thing and big mood. All of those