So, I spent three years working thru my misandry problems and dysphoria and that weird feeling of Original Sin I had from being born with a Y chromosome, better understood my mind, spirits, and my place in the world.
Decided to take Estrogen .
Got super affirmed in my masculine role overnight, all dysphoria vanishes, my bits start working right for the first time in Forever, and my lingering irritation Vanishes.

Like wait, HRT just nullified all the shit I -Hated- about being a guy. In fact, some guy stuff is actually Attractive now.

So, uh... Problem solved? Not the way I'd expected, but kinda what I'd secretly hoped for? I'm okay with being a masculine hermaphrodite. Wasn't anywhere near as okay with trying to be a Woman or a Man...