Gender, sexuality, HRT, Horny, Hermproblems?
Okay so one month off the HRT and that feeling of constantly needing to be Bred and having major phantom vagina sensation is Baaaack.
That went Away on estrogen. >_< Why do my gender and sexuality have to disagree so badly? Testosterone would be Fine if I had female plumbing, it feels like.
And it's Counter-intuitive, but I actually feel Fine with the male aspect, appearance, etc when I'm running on E. Like being Male is Fine as long as I don't feel male, smell male, or have all the big, heavy, blocky male emotions?
Like it's so much easier to just Be when you don't have physical/psychic dysphoria.