I’m figuring out that i can just play with phantom sensations and this is potentially ‘dangerous’ as my tail takes up more and more space and my weird-ass self just swoons and hugs it
phantom lewd(?)ness, inner thoughts
Brain: Is that why it’s growing right now? Spilling off the bed?
Me: STOP IT! Mmphh
Brain: oh but you could stop it. But you’re not. You know this isn’t a debate, it’s a feelings thing. It’s happening because you want it to happen. That’s the flow of it. It’s pure, in that
*tail spills over the side of bed, pulsing thicker and more sensitive while making me shift my laying position*
Me: mmphh…
phantom lewd(?)ness, inner thoughts
I’m having a really blushy internal fight that is going back and forth like:
Brain: oh yes, you can just DO this
Me: yes, but it’s VIVID, and even though it’d not there it may as well be with how we feel it!
Brain: E X A C T L Y
Me: no, but i mean we have to pace ourselves and-
Brain: do we?
Me: yes! I don’t want to go overboard because there is practical things like walking to do!