Love wakin’ up to that low feeling of dread

mh(-) 

It hasnt even been a few hours and I’m crying

dreams(+), dysphoria (-) 

Having long and low key slice of life dreams of another life back Home. Soft, lovely, casual and normal things.
Then i wake back up and just
No no NO
where is my muzzle. My tail. I’m in a bed and… oh no no no this is wrong so WRONG.
I want to go back I want to go back I want to go back

species dysphoria (-) 

To experience that horror all from that perspective of the Me that is free from this body, trauma, world… then to have it all back again…
I dont know how to explain it, other than it being one of the worst things I’ve ever felt

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