gender/hormones stuff
Going from 200/6 a day Spiro & Estradiol to 100/4
My doctor said that I "had low T to begin with" which was the first I really heard of that. Being on what is essentially high dosage with low T to begin with explains a lot about why I've felt the need to back off.
Along with the fact that I honestly am not binary.
gender problematic speech?
I try not to focus on birth gender, as much as it is a fact and was how I spent a lot of my life.
I am very transfeminine, and I see myself as somewhere between Andro/neutral and binary fem, but not really from the perspective of someone who is AMAB?
Which is a little confusing but there's something there, even if it is a feeling of distance from anything 'male' in my personal history.
gender problematic speech?
@Oneironott I can relate to that feelinng. I don't think I'd feel right as the enby I am today if I hadn't spent time on the female binary first
gender problematic speech?
@mawr YEAH. Exactly. I think it might be about my relationship with masculinity. Like maybe… to really see where I like and want from it, I have to take a big step back to evaluate?
gender problematic speech?
"I feel like I'm AFAB transfeminine, but I am AMAB" Is a super odd and problematic thing, I feel, but often part of figuring out why I am feeling things is for me to be honest about them as I am trying to grasp it.