Being sick is sorta a nice excuse to lay around but not exactly an escape from being human *sigh*. I'm only partially looking forward to going back to work but in all honesty, I'm tired on sort of an existential level.
I need this vacation to Seattle really badly. Need to just be myself for once. Truly just… let it all go.
Let the walls just… shimmer away
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(( Do I even know how anymore?
Do I even know how to be Vloelei and not just Summer?
Do I even know how to let go in the moment? I feel like I used to know.))