Depression, general sadness
Been feeling really down about myself and about things in general lately...
I don't feel like I belong anywhere, or deserve to know or talk with anybody...
Bringing myself to work on anything has been almost impossible... I always feel like I should be doing something else, or I feel I shouldn't try working on anything because it won't be good enough to matter...
Depression, general sadness
Even simple things like saying hi to people on here, or playing games with friends, or getting up from my chair to make food or get a drink, has been really difficult...
I've blocked twitter on my computer just because seeing people I follow talking about things made me feel even less like I belonged or deserved to be anywhere...
Everything about my life feels like it's been drenched in a fog of sadness and anxiety and it feels horrible ;~;