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MH - Love
I know I'll run into a mate eventually. The amount of time in getting there is just...Painful.
It's just a longing for more intimacy in my life... A deeper connection. At the same time I hit some kind of a wall when it comes to bringing people closer.
Time and again I keep choosing isolation over intimacy... It's time for that cycle to finally come to an end.
MH - Love
The baseline of all these walls is fear. A multitude of fears for that matter. All of it being a subconscious pull to become more withdrawn instead of open. Fear of rejection, fear of hurting someone or fear of being hurt myself.
I know a mate when I feel it. When the energy is there and we have the same wavelength. It's a matter of having the courage to be assertive. Otherwise it's just going to be one missed opportunity after another....And more heartbreak on top of that.