I did play around with my gender identity a few years back. Stepping beyond the confines of "cis male" to attempt being full femme, or entirely NB.
Eventually I felt the most like myself as andro-masculine dragongender. Most of my dysphoria is linked to simply not feeling human.
My tattoos help affirm who I really am. But the suit? ...Wearing it is so euphoric.
Hearing someone shout "it's a dragon!" while I'm walking down the sidewalk in my suit is so... electrifying...