Misanthropy
I'm feeling some really, really dark and bitter feelings towards humanity right now. I keep dealing with a past full of constant fighting to be who I want to be in a sea of predatory neurotypicals that wanted to shape me for their twisted desires. A part of me feels that human civilization is hell. A cesspool of prejudice and hatred.
All I wish is to escape from it... To live out the rest of my time in the orthocosm in peace and solitude with the rest of my kin.