it's too bad i didn't buy smash physically. if i did then i could run the cartridge over with the car or something so i'd stop fucking doing this to myself

like i could uninstall it now, but i know i'd just install it again, and play some more, and just hate myself even more

@monorail holly are you okay? I feel like you should see a therapist, tying your worth to how good you are at a video game is not healthy...

@Rosemary I appreciate your concern

i'm okay, but when i say to myself "it's 4am, should i go to bed or play smash" i have to stop choosing the latter

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@monorail Take care of yourself. And see a therapist if you think it will help. I like you and I want to see you happy, not frustrated and hating yourself.

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