Did the falling asleep thing again yesterday. Despite that, too tired to function this morning, took the morning off.

I'm painfully aware that I'm only dealing with this by burning through a backlog of vacation days I technically shouldn't even have been allowed to keep.

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Also painfully aware that if this were literally any other job, I probably wouldn't be able to keep that job in my current state, either. Which is another reason I'm stuck here, even if I could find another place that might take me.

I've spent like the entire last week spinning in circles, unable to focus, and wasting time on constant indecision just trying to do some really basic sockets programming and I feel like I wouldn't even pass a first year programming course working like this.

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