That Monster (-~) 

Ouch, just saw mention of him in my birdsite feed from someone else, and that.... that hurts _a lot_. I'm not completely destroyed, so things have gotten better. But fuck, that still hurts pretty bad, and I feel really off-kilter now, really unbalanced.

Three and a half years later, I can at least manage to avoid a panic attack from just seeing his name. Woo.

That Monster (-~) 

@Soreth not having a panic attack is still progress *hugs a lot* even so, I’m sorry you had to deal with that

That Monster (-~) 

@KoBunny @Soreth yes to all of this. *many gentle hugthoughts*

That Monster (-~) 

@Soreth Remember, you have the support of many friends. 💞

That Monster (-~) 

@Soreth I would to compare notes when I get home. *hugs* You are loved and safe. Progress.

@orrery I'm not sure you realize what you're asking for here. We'll talk about it later.

@Soreth No, I have a fair idea. I... I have something I really want to discuss with you. Later.

@Soreth I will supply whatever pettin's I can and must. I just...

I need help.

Later.

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